Here's something to consider on this fine April morning:
Outside my study window is a bird feeder filled with
sunflower seeds. The chickadees, sparrows, blue jays, nuthatches, and other birds
that stop by provide enjoyment during the winter months, but the squirrels are
another story. As uninvited intruders, they gobble up the seeds, jump from the
spruce trees to the roof of my trailer, scurry across the roof, jump to the
tamarack, run down its trunk, and bury the seeds in the snow. This is their
routine all day, every day, and the sound of their feet hitting the trailer’s
tin roof is annoying, especially when I’m trying to concentrate.
A few years ago, I was the typical old maid. I shared my
trailer with three felines, Sweetie, Smoky, and Little T. By now you’ve
probably guessed I’m no more a “matriarch” than you are an astronaut. I chose
that word for this column because it carries a ring of authority. My
“matriarchal” duties extended only as far as caring for my cats, but they were
old and have passed on. Occasionally a stray wanders into my yard.
One freezing cold day last month I took a break from
writing. I wrapped my hands around a hot cup of coffee and listened to the
squirrels. Jump, scurry, jump. Jump, scurry, jump. The thought came to me those
squirrels had more ambition than anyone I knew, including myself. The little
mammals chatted with each other as they worked, and they worked from first
light until dusk. I knew they worked to keep alive, but isn’t that why most of
us work?
I drank my coffee and finally decided to make peace with the
jump, scurry, jump. Now when I fill the feeder and find a squirrel’s tail
laying on the ground, I pick it up and put it in the garbage, but instead of
thinking one less varmint to deal with, I
think how busy that little fellow was until he was eaten by a stray kitty. So,
if this story has a moral, I guess it would be that busy is good, but awareness
is better. Busy keeps you alive for the short run, but awareness will give you
pleasure long after the work is done.